“America, America” + Audio
By: Dana Bahng
America, America.
you take our hands, crunch the bones,
say “i love you”, “here is your freedom.”
but America, we say this is not freedom,
the truth does not wait for anyone.
your iron grip is full of strength but not
care, the wisdom of our forefathers
hides in the shadow of your indifference. oh, America,
tell me, can you see? by the dawn’s early light?
in the absence of your loving presence,
we turn against one another, pitted, flaxen
vertigo. we strike out blindly. pain unmatched,
pay unmatched, unequal, no sequel. communities
torn apart by status, levels, mountains
leveled without recompense. you left
so many behind. turned a
blind eye; silenced the eagle.
you ignore the screams, turn your
back on the cries as you light
fireworks. ignore the chains taken on
by the back of human suffering,
resent the truth. why do you resent
the truth? does it hurt you to see
all the ways our nation has run
off the railroad tracks? how our
wheels screech on the plateau,
hurtling towards nowhere?
America, America, there,
there. it seems we need to
guide you back to the right path
and i promise, we promise. this
generation, twenty hundreds, we
have had enough. it is time
to acknowledge, to receive. as a
parent must tell their child,
clutched in their arms,
“it is for your own good.”
America, you may say you love,
and you give, and you see,
but America, this is not freedom.
this is a nation torn, divided,
thrown to the wayside for
electability and appeal.
this is a nation damaged,
dysfunctional. accountability
should be a given, but the people
are forced to scream for it. bleed
for it, for justice has lost its footing in
your storm. oh, what a tragedy, a
travesty. America, open your eyes.
justice has no place in a system
protecting the status quo, no accountability
in a system built to exclude. for
the only people with the privilege
to cherish current policies are those
who benefit, those who fall outside of the
shooting range. wide eyes, plugged ears.
“Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses
yearning to breathe free, The
wretched refuse of your teeming shore.”
America, what happened? it was
only a few centuries ago that you
kissed the persecuted upon their lips;
now you hold the gun to their head.
America, America, you take my hands,
play your anthem over the PA system.
every screen whispers sweet nothings,
rejecting, deflecting, and all i feel is
sickly shame. where did you go? i
miss you, but i have realized that
the you i have heard about my
whole life may not be you. i wonder
if the real you is hiding, despairing,
thrown to the curb because the truth
no longer suited the powerful. because
the truth stained their silkscreen of history.
because, America, your bold, beautiful ideals
were too much for their power. dazzling, threatening.
America, we will find you. reach into the cracks, broken
earth and shadow, and pull you back into the light. America,
we are searching for you. America, can you hear us? oh, please
let freedom ring, we’ve been begging for it….. yet i’ve learned over
the past few months that the path to truth lies in policy, not signalling.
no more black squares. it is time for reform. time for change, not paint on
beaten asphalt, it is time for redemption. America, i cannot promise you success,
i cannot promise that the future will rise up and carry your name out of the thicket. but
i pray these burning threnodies, the echo of them, will ring. wings spread, sing out, “America, America”…